Quote: I guess the doing-your-own-thing doesn't work very well when he just wants to sleep.
nope...just kinda gives him justification for sleeping and then it can get thrown back at me that I went here or there and all he does is work..
Quote: DOes he like his job?
he loves his job...it was his childhood dream...I don't think he always likes the pressure it brings..but I know he wouldn't change it for anything.
Quote: Why is he so tired so much?
who knows...some would say it's his work..he does after all leave the house before 6am and often doesn't return til 7pm..but then even in the winter months when he's not so busy he is still apt to fall asleep...maybe it's something pshychological..or maybe it's just his ethnicity "they" are sleepers..
Quote: He sounds so unhappy, and I KNOW you're unhappy.
I would assume that he would say he's happy...he's just not happy when I'm not happy...
Quote: I'm feelin a little uninspired - depressed & withdrawn. I hope it's not coming through TOO much here...Maybe we both need to tell each other 3 good things about our families and our daily lives?!?
np, I feel this way much of the time...3 good things sound like a great idea...do they have to be different each day??
1. son no longer wearing pull ups to bed...I believe so far (4 nights) succesfully dry.
2. son invited to a b-day party at a kids gym today
3. one of my good friends and I are getting together tonight.
I am a tad confused...things still don't seem right...is it me again thinking the worst?? thinking I'm just being taken along for the ride?? is h really just tired from work? is h really working this much?? how many estimates can one company have?? just starting to not trust h going to work anymore...he's gone to work today...not surprising as he has always worked saturdays but what his plans are for the day...estimates and paperwork?? wtf has he been doing that he still has more paperwork..his reason for leaving so early in the am is to get to the shop get some paperwork done before the crews arive...gee then it doesnt' seem to be working because he still is spending an hour or two at it in the evening too?? but I'll leave that one alone for a while...I'm just getting sick of him not getting home til 7 every night...
so you guessed it h fell asleep last night while watching the movie...I take it personally...try not to...didn't let h know..but I'm sure he could sense something...
I just don't know anymore..
I did wake him up when we finally went up to bed...but he was so dazed that he didn't even realize how long we had been upstairs...and there's also the fact that lately he doesn't kiss me much. always the exuse of just woke up bad breath...I tell him that I don't care..h says he cares...well I just don't like the way that settles with me..
anyway...
I'm just tired of thinking about things..tired of wondering if the "it" is here for h..
