Part of me just wants to run away (I know I can't and won't). I began wondering whether I was really fit to be someone's father or not. Am I just kidding myself? Maybe S7 and S3 would be better off without me?
NoCode- I'm going to tell you what Rob told me last week. STOP! You are a good father and your children are not better off without you. You had a bad couple of days. The sun will shine for you again. Trust me NoCode, I completely understand the feeling of wanting to run away. I've been very down myself lately and have wanted to just let go. I won't though. My D4 is much to precious to me and I know that one way or another, I will be okay.
As Bruce Springsteen says in "Lonesome Day".....Thy kingdom come, Im gonna find my way Yeah, through this lonesome day
We're here for you. You'll get through this. We all slip and slide down a little. Please know that you're a good man and a good father. Your kids love you......hey, they're kids and they'll have days that they won't mind. You'll be okay.
Smile, okay.
SueS
ME: 42, H: 42, D6 Together: 18 yrs. Married: 15 yrs. Attended Retrouvaille - December 2009 Status: Working on it day by day
