I know and I want to do that, but I don't want to upset the kettle at the same time. I just don't know what I've done that deserves treatment like this? I haven't done anything this terrible from what I've known anyway. I've got to start looking at H again as a different person. If this were any other joe schmoe, I wouldn't be hanging on like this and hoping it works. I'd have gone long ago. I just don't know why I can't be like that with H.
Okay, so this week...tonight is Spanish night at D's school, so she and I will be doing that. This week after tonight is wide open so I hope to get out and walk, ride bikes, or something fun. Maybe color with chalk in the driveway.
