I knew I shouldn't have asked him even when it was coming out of my mouth. It was just upsetting that he swore to God he would be calling and how he wants to give me his undivided attention, yadda yadda yadda all to throw it out the window the next day. It's like I mean nothing and that hurts. So, how to get over this and act like he doesn't exist right now? I'm not sure.
But, like my thread title, I can't focus on H right now and want to focus on me. It sounds selfish though doesn't it?
