Help Me Act AS IF, Part 5

[newnamenewlife]

Today H emailed me to tell me he made an appt with a mediator and would like to me to join him.

I responded the wrong way, probably. I said I wanted to see a lawyer before anything happens on that front and that just as he doesn't have the right feelings to engage in MC with me, I don't have the right feelings to follow his mutual, amicable plan for S.

I know, I should have just shut up and agreed to go to the mediator. I just feel like I'm already being forced into a S that is wrong for my kids.