I've been feeling unsettled the past couple of days. Nothing has changed really between H and I, I've just been feeling a little bit of sadness that things aren't exactly as I'd like them to be. I'm trying to keep myself focused on gratitude that things are much better than they were, and off the disappointment that we don't have the deep abiding love and respect and intimacy that I crave...that we're not exactly on the same page.
I think I'd be doing much better today if we hadn't watched a big fat tear-jerker love story movie last night. Need to stay away from those.
