This all sounded very sarcastic to me. If you have read my posts you know I have taken resposibility for more that half of the issue we have had in our marriage. I have acted Impetously and that is a charactor flaw of mine. This is all very difficult for me and i believe the best thing to do for both of us is to split for now. She yells at me everyday that all she wants is a divorce. I really don't think I can change her mind. We need space.
Nutty; Thanks for your thoughts, we both went to the party, the issue there was someone had to go home for S12 was coming home at 9:30PM and someone had to be the adult and come home. Guess who that was. This party was a fund raise for the Parents of the Lax players, she could not give a hoot about Lax thus should have had nothing to do with the party. On Saturday morning S12 had a soccer game. I was advised to not have her in the car when we went to these games for all she wants to do is argue and it sets a bad tone for my son, on of the most important palyers on the club. We also have to be there one hr before the game which is a waste of time for her. I simply asked her to drive herself and save time and agrevation. She also has a propensity to make us late for these games. As a matter of fact we had a lax game later that and she came by herself and made it for the last 5 minutes.
PLEASE don't think that I am any angel, I am not. I am going through a very difficult time that is sometimes out of control and i don't and maybe can not act properly but i promise you I am doing the best i possibily can.
Let me finish by saying I am very in love with my wife and kids which makes things even harder. It feels to me that her only mission is to hurt me as much as possible. I know understand that the people that you love the most will be the ones that hurt you the most. AGAIN, I know I can not help her but I really my only wish is that i could. My feelings for the day is were sung by Dicky Betts (Alman Brother's) when he wrote:
"There aint nothing you can do, when that women she don't love you, there aint nothing you can say, when that women wants to go the other way".
Thank you for your thoughts they are very valuable to me.
