Husband insists its over-what now? Please help!

[newnamenewlife]

Lea,
I torture myself with my Hs numerous love letters. I have also looked at our wedding album. I think it's OK to do this. It's part of the grieving process. It's probably best not to try to get the H to look at that stuff too. I want my H to reread all his letters--not to change his mind, but so he can understand why I am so deeply hurt and confused.

I wrote my H an email this morning, talking about some practical matters. Then I went back into how I feel like we took vows, that I deserved more, etc. Still haven't sent it. I am going to take a walk and come back and rethink it.

Have as good a day as you can.