I stupidly put on the wedding DVD. It has turned me into a blubbering wreck. We look so happy, he looks so happy, he looks so excited and his speech was wonderful. How could his feelings change?
Even more stupidly, I text him. Watching it just made me feel so close to him. I said 'I am stuppidly watching the wedding dvd. Would you come round and watch it. I want you to see how happy we were. I believe in us and our marriage'.
He just replied 'I'm off out to do some recording now. You really shouldn't watch it'.
I replied 'I need to watch it. I need to understand how this is happening. But I can't. Feelings like that can't change.' When he didnt reply I sent another one saying 'I will never understand this Tom. I wish you would watch the DVD and maybe you would rethink'.
Again no reply. I know I have completely gone against DB but the DVD just made me so emotional.
HOW DO THEIR FEELINGS CHANGE??!! Its like he has just turned off all his feelings for me, our whole life together.
Lea xxx
Me-26 H-27 T-10 years M-20 months First bomb-Feb 07 Second bomb-March 08
