Oh I TOTALLY relate!! I can't tell you how my feelings change day to day. I go from feeling depressed and really wanting it to work to thinking "why to I want this person in my life at all". I don't trust him, I go crazy thinking about where he is or who he's with. He's NOT there for his kids...BUT this is someone I love so much and commited my life to...yet he hurt me so badly.
How do you get over the hump? You just do. The same way you go on living...one breath at a time.
Do you have GAL plans?
Me 36 Husband 35 D5 S2 separated: 10/29/07-present Served divorce papers 1/22/09 "When the world gives out beneath your feet, it is time to learn how to fly."