the common most stressed thing to have is patience but i don't have it in me. while my d and i have suffered for 8 months my h has had his whole life to himself, NOt me or my d - he has not gotten up in the middle of the night multitude of times (breast fed baby) finanical hardship, bills and turn off notices, not knowing where food is going to come from, no medical care for our daughter. all the while he has had his buddies to drink and do whatever with and then walk back into our lives and mess it all up again.

wants to ml to make another baby and is not even taking care of this one. maybe i'm running maybe thinking with my head instead of my heart, but i have endured way to much pain in my life to be subject to it again? walked back into workds and more broken empty promises, walked back into to do the fun easy things not the hard day to day stuff of being aparent or even friend.

i just want to pick up my d and my stuff and move out of state or atleast far away, or 99 miles within county - legal if he does legal court action.

he hasn't changed still the same things: d is not priority in his life, watching his friends work and playing soccer all more important.


Last edited by buenosuerte; 05/05/08 04:23 AM.
Me 40 H 30
D19 previous marriage, d3 and s10months
H walked out nov 1, 2009
Seperated ever since
filed for d nov 2010, served h 12-22-10