Well, I actually went to dinner with H tonight. I texted him something about dinner and he called to say he wanted to go, so I met him when he got off work.
When we were leaving the restaurant he said "well, this was a nice surprise, I'm glad you asked." I told him that I wasn't sure he would go as he hasn't called me in a few days. He told me that he just needed some time to himself and that I needed to quit analyzing everything. He is right, I am just not sure how NOT to analyze everything.
Here is a problem. I don't trust him at all. I imagine him talking to OW. He is on myspace ALL the time. Then when we were in the parking lot we were standing by his car and there was all this stuff written on the back of it (it is filthy!)...and I said...what is all that written on your car? He said "oh, I hung out with this lady from work and her kids were just playing around writing stuff." WHAT???? Hanging out with a lady from work and her kids??? I'm sorry, I just can't handle that considering what we just went through.
