yes Bethie I guess I am comparing him to my X.. bad bad bad. He does treat me very good. he comes here on the weekends and does things around my house without me asking. And yes it is nice. Maybe I am getting scared. Maybe deep down I am worried he will find someone younger, prettier, (likes hunting :/) I might be sabatoging (spelling) it because I dont want to get hurt again. I have been very emotional latley and just saying F it to alot of things in my life. I can't run from this relationship like my X did from ours. I need to give all I have and then if it still does not feel right then I know my answer.
found out about affair 8/06 H moves out Nov/06 D final 8/07 X re marries OW 5/08 _________________________ Courage does not always roar, sometimes it is a quiet voice at the end of the day saying... " I will try again tomorrow". -- Mary Anne Radmacher
