No, no golf course for me today. I asked my W what she was going to do about the house and the staining. I did not get the staining done last year due to the rain. She went into this thing about how she needed me to go ahead and refinance the house with her so we could both go ahead and get our equity out of it now so she could go ahead and pay her car off and her CC's so she would be able to keep the house. I told her no deal, she would have to refinance herself or if She wants to stay in the house then work on the M with me, or at least put the D on hold 6 months so we can give MC a legit shot. She told me she was done, said I had emotionally abused her, said she would have me removed from the house, said I was a bas***D and a S*B. I took it all in. Said I caused all this...yes, I was an ass, yes I'm responsible for some of it..but she chose to walk away, she chose to quit. Says she can forgive me for things but can't forget anything.

She had the gall to tell me that she had "rescued" me from a little apartment I was in when we met. The truth was she was in Roanoke, Va. Covered up in a sh**ty house she could not pay for and had just come out of a bankruptcy..she moved here and without me would not be in her "dream log home" which she is about to make herself lose.

She ended up coming clean about yesterday and where she went. I asked "why lie" she said it's because she wanted her mom to keep our D and that I would not have let her..not true, no problem as long as I know what's going on.

I told her I had never lied to her..I told her I had kept every promise that I had made to her. I have always told her the truth, soooo I told her that I would be signing the response on Tuesday and what she could expect..50/50 visitation week on week off until D reaches age 6, then it will go to every other weekend..she cussed me, she cried..she's pissed...

She said " I told you to trust me" about the papers..I got the papers and they had the minumum visitation..80 days a year..yea, I trust ya honey, I trust ya. You wouldn't lie to me would ya..you wouldn't document anything said or any emails between us to use against me would?? Na..

Looks like I will bust the big D wide open and it ain't gonna be pretty. I figure that this will pretty much end up busting me..I know the house is gone for sure.

She has never, will not take anyyyyyyy accountability for the failure of our M..none what-so-ever..she says the only thing she ever did was take care of me...says nothing she ever did caused any of this..all I can say is WOW..