Hey there Nutty,

I'm just so over all this right now. I do not want contact with THIS H .

I feel blah about it all.

H hasn't contacted D7 since Thursday. Of course, he will take it out on her.

D7 and I have so much fun together. We were shopping for mom's day today and she slipped me a card for me. She told me not to look at it.

she also convinced my sister to bu me something and is locked in her room right now working on it. I am very blessed.

I just keep looking forward towards the court date in June.

I want this over.

i bought H's mom a little something from D7 I will send to her. even though she isn't a part of my life, I will continue being who I am.

In reading so many threads , H's are having relationships with OW and they are not even divorced . How can that be normal in their lives?

My H would say he would never leave his family..never do things he has done. But it even seems like he has no remorse.

It is easy doing no contact when H has fallen off of the face of this earth.

His love for D7 seems so conditional. He is delusional

when he claims to be a good father.

I have the best sister in the whole world. H use to say she didnt care for me(we are twins( but she has held me up through all this. It is amazing!

Even through his storm, I am blessed.

Sometimes I just want to give up on the poor soul H has become.