Who knows? *Shrugs*

We had another R talk.....I'm so tired of them , and I can't try to avoid them because that just makes H even angrier. During this one, he said, "So if this doesn't work, how often are you going to let me have the kids?" I was a little taken aback by that and asked, "Is that what you want?" He said, "I just want to know how much I'm going to be able to see them." I really don't remember much more than that. Just another stupid argument about miscommunication.

He did send me a TM about an hour ago saying, "I know it probably doesn't matter but I am sorry". I replied back with, "Don't know if you'll even get this but I'm sorry too". (For some odd reason, H doesn't receive my TMs. I get his, but he says he doesn't get mine. ) So I was thinking I'd call him in a couple of hours when work usually gets slow out there.


Getting over a painful experience is much like crossing monkey bars. You have to let go at some point in order to move forward. ~ Joseph Campbell