Confused no longer - Give me the strength

[Snow White]

We did go to counselling, in January - when I first found out. Two times. He will not go back. He will not do anything and I really have no more cards up my sleeve. I have exposed, gone to see OW two times(who basically called him a stalker and denied anything else and told me all the reasons she - the 300 pound woman - was not attracted to him). Threatened to kick him out - till he did it himself. Half the town has told H he is an idiot and he denies it to everyone, Denise and I are working on it, there is nothing going on with OW, I am living with Sean.

I downloaded a separation agreement and filled it out on Satuday, he has not looked at it yet, keeps putting it off.

I think at 36 he is also have Mid life crisis problems. At marriage counselling he would start every sentance with I am 35(at the time) and...

He is claiming to live at his friends, watching hockey every night. Today he mentioned that the 4th muskateer in this group(they have all been friends since grade school) who would not be present had a wife who is ruining his life because he doesn;t get to hang out with his friends....