Confused no longer - Give me the strength

[kat727]

(((((Neecy))))). I know that there have been times I wanted to throw in the towel, we all have. I can hardly remember what I was like then. I do know I cried alot and missed H terribly.
I only found this site in February because I was looking to see if I had any say about the Divorce and how to stop it.
I don't know that I have even made a dent with him and like we get sick of everyone saying, this one isn't about the S it is about you. Trying to get ourselves to a better place mentally and emotionally. Afterall, haven't you spent months on him, trying to second guess him, where is he, what does OW do/have that I don't. None of that matters.
Neecy matters. If he doesn't see that now, maybe he will later when you have stopped giving him so much control over you. Let's starting think about you and your sweet D4. Find stuff that you can do together and stuff that you can do just for you. I promise you will start to feel so much better.
kat