CBK, I can tell you that I am 5 months into this mess and just only 3-4 weeks ago is when I finally stopped seeing something on TV, hearing a song, seeing families together that it did not make me feel like crap. I have since been able to watch TV and the radio and not think about what is going to happen 24/7. Don't be as bad as me and take 4 months to get to this point. I realized once I stopped talking about the R is when these feelings started going away. Of course now I have the seperation papers in my hand so I am trying to compose myself on what i will do next. I guess that's why W was being so happy lately, she knew the papers were on there way to me. It's a crying shame that we have to be here.
