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After 3 long years, H is home

Nothing new to update. H left for work not too long ago. He's working graveyard again, then is supposed to be off Monday through Thursday. Actually, I think he mentioned that he has a safety program to attend on Wednesday, so he'll be busy with that.

Anyhow, it would be nice to see him do something with me tomorrow, Tuesday, or Thursday, but I won't expect anything to happen. I almost want to just ask, but with everything that's gone on lately, I don't want to deal with the rejection.

I'm being negative, aren't I?

Looking forward to this coming weekend though! \:\) The boys and I are going to Tower Park with the rest of my family, so that should be loads of fun ! I told H about it, and of course invited him along, but he has to work. I asked if it was possible for him to trade shifts with someone else. He said, "Yeah, I guess I could if I really wanted to.".......And that's just it. He doesn't want to.

*Shrugs* Oh well. I guess it's ok for now, but it won't be forever.


Getting over a painful experience is much like crossing monkey bars. You have to let go at some point in order to move forward. ~ Joseph Campbell