Drowning still - 23 years, feel like I am sinking

[CBK]

Thanks Ping - I have been reading your thread as well - wow.

I have to say, I am tired of reading R books, I wish W would read them and know that won't happen. The answer is staring at me in my face - start DBing, but as Puppy said, I am just not there emotionally, I need to get a handle on my emotions - such a roller coaster. I can't even watch a sitcom on TV without it having some "meaning" - so I am sticking with sports, that is easy.

CBK