We are in the same boat - I sat there with a blanket over my head on the plane ride east and just cried. I know we will be okay, but dang, this hurts all of us. I keep asking God for a sliver of my W's heart back, I could work with that.
Keep doing what you need to do - be strong with the F and cry when you are alone. Of course, this is a do as I say, not as I do...
Be well MFT.
CBK
M=46 W=47 M=24 (together 26) D21, S19 Bomb 3/16/08 OM 3/28/08 WAW moved out 5/16 Divorce final 10/09