Do you believe that MLC is a mental illness? It is important.
Recently I got rid of all the emails and all the logs I had found. I didn't get rid of them all. I kept one.
It was a journal entry.
It was a document she had written, about her confusion, the understanding of the pain she was causing and her inability to understand WHY she was doing it. How she had to give up her soulmate, me, because she couldn't stand the pain she was creating in me. How she had so many regrets now because of her actions that she could never see how to get past them. And she also felt horrible about the pain she was and would create in our boys because no matter what happened children without both parents would suffer. She knew her actions were urting people she knew her decisions were poor and yet she didn't know what to do. Everything was pain and confusion for her.
I'll post the actual document on Monday.
So if you can grasp the idea that MLC is a mental illness, if you can do that, then you can forgive, and if you can forgive then maybe, maybe you are here for marriage and not just yourself.
Never limit yourself, keep as many doors open as you can.
Experience is a brutal teacher, but you learn. My God, do you learn. - C.S. Lewis
Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B. - Jack3Beans
Listen without defending; Speak without offending - FaithinAK
