Looks like my H has been in this crap for 8 years......and i didn't even know it.....that is killing me..

I have so many questions but am afraid of the answers.....does that make sense...

It's eating at me....and I'm trying not to let it...

SF;
How are you so strong?? In my heart I believe my H will come home...in my head....well, he's gone forever.....he told me to move on.....

Treese

H 49
M 45
D 23, D17, S12
M 25 T 31
01/07 OW H at my door w/proof
Bomb ILYBINILWY 06/07
Sep 01/08 headed for the greener grass,
Mar08.B#2H has child who is 9
11/08 pos.paternity