I am really struggling today, I didnt sleep and I keep bursting into tears, which is so unlike me. I am not a 'cryer'.
I don't think I can get through this. It hurts so much. I am going to have no H, no home and still be in debt. I just want him to come back. I miss him so much, its like a part of me is missing.
Lea
Me-26 H-27 T-10 years M-20 months First bomb-Feb 07 Second bomb-March 08