Drowning still - 23 years, feel like I am sinking

[CBK]

Too late ping... I had the Puppy conversation - basically said she should no longer contact the guy, she admitted she did today - I said she needs to move out if she continues to talk with him, I was a friggin mess. I was actually having a great time today, no issues, actually kissed her on the forehead... then mind started to wander.

I don't know if I will ever get back with W right now... life sucks.

CBK