No word from W yet. I headed over to the coast for the day, but fog set in and it was cold. Still, nice to have a change of scenery.
I think I'm pretty much done unpacking. Now comes the reorganization - oh boy! I have to say, my place is great! I feel good in it, though alone. Babysat a friend's 9 year old boy the other night. It was a lot of fun - we roughhoused all night. But I also felt kind of crappy, watching my friend leave for a date with her new boyfriend - both of them dressed up - and I was left with the boy. Felt like I'd never be with someone again.
No word from W. I feel like I've really let go, though I can't help but wonder what she's feeling, in our house all alone amongst the shattered memories of our 12 years together. Or maybe she's just focused on OM, who knows.
Little down at the moment after days of trying to get set up in a new house. I have to say, I feel like I have a sign around my neck - "divorcing" - because of having to go through Ikea and Target and other places where I load up on housewares and cleaning supplies, etc. I feel overwhelmed at having to replace everything - pathetic.
