Thanks W2G, GD and TGF, I am feeling down today about all of this. I guess it hurts more because I thought I was making head way and now I'm beginning to think the only reason she has been being nice is because she was getting this together.
I just left ball practice with S10, had fun, got out there and helped practice and then we played a game of soft baseball for fun after practice and the parents and siblings got to participate, man, I have to get back in the gym, it about wore me out running those bases.
I really appreciate all of your support during this turn of events. I know they are nothing but a sheets of paper but it just blows my mind that the woman I have loved for 22 years would be so selfish to request what is in this document. I know she will not get all of what is listed but I think it's more the principal of even agreeing to send these to me in this format.
I am going to continue to think on this as I don't know what I will do from here, last night I got lots of laughs from the papers and today I guess the reality is setting in that this is showing that she is meaning business and this R in her mind is over. And she wants to be friends while we go through this mess with what she is asking, can someone out there tell me how to be friends with someone who is trying to take you for everything you have and leave nothing in your wallet at the end of the month. I am having a hard time trying to imagine how I can't have hard feelings for her right now. Any advice please.
