For the past few days I've taken my detaching to a different level. I've been going over my life and not liking what I see. I'm closely looking into my own faults and wondering why my bad M is making me feel like a failure.
My W has been sleeping on the couch and not making any attempts to sleep in the same bed. I've been slipping out of the house at night to thihk. I focus my thoughts on me and only me. Not D10 or my W.
I know stress can do alot of damage to someone's health. I'm trying to work on my stress and relax more. I'm happier when I'm relaxed and my humor is coming back. Hopefully, I can plan a future for myself that betters me.
As I'm writing this I can feel the stress building up. I have to stop adding my W to my future plans. No more asking myself if my W would like this.
