((((((Ping)))))) I am so sorry that this has happened.
You really do need to see a L to protect yourself financially. It's not too late to turn all of this around. Take some time for yourself, away from W and then try to regroup and focus on DB. You were doing so well and making so much progress. Don't let this set you back. You need to find the strength deep within yourself to continue. My thoughts are with you. (((((HUGS)))))
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