H is Having Affair after all - Part 2

[Evie]

found out more today from the same person, she said h picked this woman up in a nightclub, not sure if sex was involved or not. Spoke to h who denies this and i so want to believe him.

Received the following email from H yesterday:

When we first met we had such a giggle such a laugh, we were brilliant together - all the weekends away in dev0n - walking along the beach - it was brilliant - i loved every minute tohether - i still have great memories of the b & b on the cliff top.
I dont no where but it all stopped - i think it was because of the girls no longer seeing their dad - then we went away once ayear! then it all finished and now i carnt remember the last time at all - im sorry

We used to do things in the evenings and really make an effort to dress up and i really found it great fun and loved doing this with you - maybe im wrong but we only did this once and ended up with your brother there so that fin that.

Maybe i should fully take the blame for us - but i have always been told it takes two. We have always needed a bigger house , more computers etc etc. I love nice things i.e cars and certainly holidays and always wanted to do better so perhaps its all my fault.

Some where we lost us - we lost the excitment the spontenieghty in our life - we stopped doing our thing and it was all the children or mostly work. Im really sorry for coming home and being so tired - i know i always did this on a sunday but i was so very tired and couldnt help it - sorry.

And then i met some one who was fun, an escape from the life at home which was just so negative and the rest you know.

I would have loved to say to you - lets go to the lake district and cycle for two days or even to London for a day but it never ever happened - maybe its my fault i dont know.

I would have loved to give it another go - i would even have left the school and jacked the business in and have moved - i hvae always thought we would have to move to have any chance at all.

I love my job and i know you love yours but i dont enjoy the school - they do want blood and i do put it down to no work / life balance.

We are to late for this now - there is to much anger and love lost - I could not live with d2 (im sorry for being so frank), i know she hates me and she has never shown any love or thanks - i know you will disagree but this is how i see it - she is very much xh's daughter and there is nothing wrong with this - its a nice and wonderful quality.

Despite what you have heard - i have never slept with any one else - i have always wanted us to work and always wanted to enjoy life but the latter has been lost some where

If we had our time again - there is so much i would do different.

Life is passing us by at such a fast rate we need to start enjoying our time on this planet again - so many friends have come and gone like Pauline and Anne - we are not emortal - we need to start enjoying life injoying the children

Im really sorry evie really really really - whats happened - you used to be my best friend - the person who i cared for so much, the person who i wanted to give every thing to and do every thing for - whats happened - im so so sorry - i love the boys so much - i hate seeing s1 so upset - im sorry