"I just need to learn to work through these days and not follow through on the urge to text him some meaningless text to open the lines of communication."
Post them here.. I told you get it out of your system.
I am the craziest person here.. bet on that.
Maybe we can post back something you need to hear.
Where you are at.. what you are feeling.. we have all been there.
If I think you are doing something more crazy than me.. I will do something to make you look more sane. I can do it.
Nothing wrong with you.. you have to let it out somewhere.
Relax Eat Think Act normal React.. Smartly. Do something different. Emulate. Do Work.
