Sounds like your holiday was really good and that things are improving with you, if slowly. I can understand your impatience, but remember what you have achieved so far and take the good from it.
Bye for now.
Max
Heya Max! Long time no see! How's things?
Me-43 H-46 M 12 yrs 7/09 T 15 2 grown kids bomb 7/05/07 H moved out 8/04/07 11/22/09 told him I quit;let's get ball rolling Mid Dec- he isn't sure he wants D End 2/2010-Starting to consider piecing