Listen.. the further along you get the more "evenings" you will have. You need to get yourself into a relaxing routine now. Make sure there are movies to watch. Food in the house. Comfort all around. NOW.. is the time to be doing this. You need to think 30-40 days from now in everything you do. Get a Ipod and get it set up with great music. Blockbuster online. Make sure you have a steady line of movies you and "Jane" can snuggle up to. Get you some candles.. some bubble bath..
Have the girls from work come over and rearrange the house.. make it your place. Take down the pictures or the nick-nacks that "remind" you.
"The only problem with that is that I take breaks and then the sad thoughts creep in."
I hear you.. Alone time will bite you.. every time.
No txting!! Stop it.. Right now.. If you get one.. post it up we will make fun of it. He can't see you smiling that way. I don't care if it is fake. Smiling is what I want to see.
Relax Eat Think Act normal React.. Smartly. Do something different. Emulate. Do Work.
