Stronger - but still confused

[Snow White]

Does anyone remember me saying at the beginning of last month that I am ruled by hormones that at the beginning of every month I go a little crazy if oyu go back through the sitch. I don't apologize for the crazy because it is all well deserved, I just don't have the impulse control I need at the beginning of the month.

I got H's cell phone bill. It showed not only was he calling OW at work as he said but he has also been calling her cell since he moved out. An average of at least once a day. It also shows him tlaking to her for 13 minutes prior to walking in the door the day he told me that he was leaving for a week or two to clear his head. So angry I went to his store to pick up my wrestling tickets, I told him I was coming and pissed and he left on a delivery so I had a word with his boss (who was at our wedding) I told him the situation figured this was probably the end anyways but that H had indicated it was impossible not to talk to her, he agreed that he did ask H to call the other store a lot but he did not know the sitch and he could ensure that if a call needed to be made to that store for work purposes someone else would do it. That being said any calls to her store that I see on my H's cell phone are likely not work related or he could have used the office phone.

So when I got home I decided to look at the text message log, well all of a sudden telus has added the number to the end - never there previous months. H has texted OW 40 times today and yesterday. This was the new "trying" not to contact her. I guess he thought I wouldn;t know who he was texting. I went back through the month and he hadn't texted her at all until the big blowup at his birthday then after I told his parents it all let loose again.

One more very upsetting thing. H was the blocked call that freaked me out the night that his parents banged on OW's door. This means one of 2 things, 1 he was there or 2 she texted him and he tried to see if I was home or not. There was no call to him from her. I am beginning to really question if he is living with her.