WDID - keep your strength! I am tearing up reading your thread and want to say I know how bad you hurt, but I don't - but I too am feeling great loss with my W and as she said with OM as well. Although it doesn't make me feel good that she is going through the pain, it is necessary IMO.
Go back and read you great posts and the advice you have given yourself. Allow yourself to cry and know they are helping wash away what needs to be washed away.
You area special person and you need to be happy, you are getting there, this dicotomy that you are in will be difficult, but I do believe it will eventually subside.
I wish I could grab a beer with you and tell you to hang tough, so let's have a virtual beer. I too am having a really hard time today, so let's be partners in misery today.
YOU CAN DO IT WDID!!!
CBK
M=46 W=47 M=24 (together 26) D21, S19 Bomb 3/16/08 OM 3/28/08 WAW moved out 5/16 Divorce final 10/09
