Deep breathes Addie - you are right, don't talk to him with all these negative feelings, you will blow. Keep writing here or in your journal. Go for a walk - do something. For some reason, sounds like many of us are having a tough day - let's stick together and get through tonight, one hour at a time, one day at a time.
Be well Addie,
CBK
M=46 W=47 M=24 (together 26) D21, S19 Bomb 3/16/08 OM 3/28/08 WAW moved out 5/16 Divorce final 10/09