H4H - keep the faith. We are on this horrible ride together, don't give up. I am in the same spot, feeling of lost control, but for me, hitting rock bottom in some ways was the best thing for me and know that I can NOT control the sitc', only my actions, was the best thing for me.

Hang tough,

CBK

M=46 W=47 M=24 (together 26) D21, S19
Bomb 3/16/08 OM 3/28/08 WAW moved out 5/16
Divorce final 10/09