And I hate rollercoasters. I can't take the feeling of loss of control(did I just admit something?). Telling myself to forget her and get her out my life and thoughts, and loving her unconditional at the same time. I have to keep trying for my kids sake.


Me 47, WW 38
SS18, D15, D10

Good Bye Girl. No longer SAYING she's moving out. GBG moved out 8-1-08

"I have now decided to enjoy life instead of figure it out."