That's for certain! I have no desire to EVER have another person in my life that could cause me this kind of pain anyway so I have no intentions of "moving on". I'm still married, H withdrew the D, hasn't refiled, and I'm not approaching the subject with him because I am not going to divorce me for him! He wants it, he can work for it. I need his insurance so I'm definitely not bringing it up.
I have been applying for a job with the CDC that I would be perfect for. I hope they think so too! Wish me luck! Can't get much better than a Federal government job! It will be an awful commute but I think it would be worth it in the long run.
I'm going to a bridal shower Sunday. I hope I can manage to have some fun and not let the subject matter get me down. My family and several friends will be there so I'm sure it will be a hoot! These are the kinds of people who can turn a funeral into one heck of a party. They're all clowns!
T19 M15 S19 XH47 M43 bomb12/4/07 PA5/07 S12/26/07 D final 11/17/08 Back together with no defined R 05/2010 confused....to say the least!!!