I'm not able to understand what you are going through. I can only imagine the pain that you are feeling. We have only been able to get a glimpse of what our WAS are feeling or thinking based on what you post. No way we can feel what you feel.
You have given us some great advise here.
Go to church. Call the friend that will give good counsel. Maybe a priest or pastor.
Have you seen the movies that show drug addicts going through withdrawls. That is what you are going through, except yours is not physical. It is emotional. I think it may be harder.
In the end, it is you. It is your life to live. You can rely on no one else but yourself.
You have support here if you choose.
Last edited by hopeful4her; 05/02/0808:56 PM.
Me 47, WW 38 SS18, D15, D10
Good Bye Girl. No longer SAYING she's moving out. GBG moved out 8-1-08
"I have now decided to enjoy life instead of figure it out."
