Enjoying my life!!!

[kissak]

My son has a ball game tomorrow Dar.

Also he asked if our son has to be at the Relay for Life thing tonight for his TKD...I said no, and asked if he was thinking of going, he said he was thinking about it. I really was going to go myself, but in no way do i want to run into him and the OW there with my son. Barf! So, I did the wrong thing Im sure, but I didnt care. I didnt want to take a chance, so I asked was he going to be there with her. He said No. So, I might not should have asked, but I dont want to run into them together. Im sick to my stomach already and just cant get thoughts out of my head of them together.

This sucks....my heart feels like it is so heavy.

[Maya44]

I hear you loud and clear Kissak. I'm having another emotional day myself and don't know what to do about it other than ride it out. It sucks though. I wish H's were this emotional.

[shewholurks]

Ok Girls.

It's time to change the direction of your day. What is good about your day? Whatcha gonna do for fun? And if you don't have something fun planned yet, its time to start planning it. It's Friday, girls. Time for a little *me* time!

*hugs*
~ swl

[Maya44]

My *me* consists of taking D to Chuck E Cheese tonight after school/work. We're going out with another mom and her daughter, as we do every Friday. Hopefully my mood will disappate by then since this other child can be quite whiney and then D starts up to see if she can get away with it. Tomorrow I have a doctor appt, bringing D with, then when we get home, H should just about by over to pick up D for his time with her. I have nothing planned during his time with her.... maybe I'll go get a pedicure, but probably not. Saturday night off to church and grandma's (usual) to keep her company and start getting rid of stuff in her house so she can move in with my mom and step-dad. Sunday nothing but laundry. See? Exciting isn't it?

Kissak, I SURELY hope you have better plans!

[kissak]

My plans, well....I think actually tonight I am going with a friend to help her pick out some carpet! Fun? We might take the kids out to eat. I will only have my D tonight as she does not want to go see her dad.

My H called this afternoon. He asked if I had talked to our D about going to stay with him at least a little while tomorrow. I told him that she said she didnt want to go...and why. She told me last night that she was afraid he would go see the OW while they were with him and he might want to stay the night there or something. She does not like the OW. I told my H this. I told him she said she did not want to be around the OW. I also told him that I would not make her go. I told him she had already pulled out a patch of hair over all of this stress the last few days and I was not going to put any more on her. He wanted to know if she would go if she knew they were going mothers day shopping for me. I told him I didnt know but I would ask. But at least he know partly why she dont want to be around him or talk to him....she is angry at him for wanting to come back and then go back to the OW. She has no respect for this woman at all. She has been around this woman in the past lots of times....all she tells me is that the OW is always trying to "be soo nice" to her. They dont click, thats for sure. All my H could say about this all was "ok". He didnt even offer to say..."well, I wont take her around the OW then." That kinda ticked me off. Again, choosing OW over his daughter. Im sure he will take my son around her. Hes too little to care.

Anyway, back to the fun plans for the weekend....Saturday I have a ball game to go to. Then Saturday night I am going to a get together with a friend.

Sunday its off to church...and then I will probably stay home for the rest of the day....my house is a mess! I will be cleaning, maybe mow the yard too.