Sounds like your holiday was really good and that things are improving with you, if slowly. I can understand your impatience, but remember what you have achieved so far and take the good from it.
Bye for now.
Max
Me 36 W 37 Bomb (Easter 07) Sep (WAW July 07) "It's over" (end Oct 07) T10.5 years, M2 (before bomb)