Help Me Act AS IF, Part 5

[Treese]

LMG;

I get what you mean about self soothing.....I am alone every night...a lot of nights I dont talk to anyone after my kids go to bed...it's getting very lonely....most nights I cry myself to sleep..I'm trying not to feel sorry for myself but I just miss him...

I feel the same about feeling like he's never coming back...since they look so absolute and sure of themselves it makes us think we are the ones going crazy.....I think I have a little understanding of what my H is doing but he would neve admit to it...I know him like a book....I really do...and he keeps saying I dont...

Anyway, I too just keep trying to detach myself and not care...


Treese