Karen43 I agree you should probably try to stop pursuing your W as best you can.
This is the hardest thing to do, when you want someone so bad, when you love someone so bad.
Hang in there hopeful4her - what a crazy ride, that we cannot control and we don't know when it will end. At some point I may scream stop the ride I want to get off, right now its like a rollercoaster, happy and scary at times, my stomach feels like I'm on a rollercoaster
1 Corinthians 13 (New Living Translation) 13:4-7 Love is patient and kind. Love is not jealous or boastful or proud or rude. It does not demand its own way. It is not irritable, and it keeps no record of being wronged. It does not rejoice about injustice but rejoices whenever the truth wins out. Love never gives up, never loses faith, is always hopeful, and endures through every circumstance.
I'm doing everything I can think of, trying to follow Gods will, forgivness, patience and love
patience is the hardest, the waiting
M45 W41 D9, D6, D6, S5 M 10 years 2 Dogs, 1 Cat OM confirmed 12/07 merry christmas to me PA confirmed 03/08 and still going ???
