Drowning still - 23 years, feel like I am sinking

[CBK]

Hope lunch was good!

Sandi, totally agree, I find myself looking for every little clue - like a "good morning" or a slight change in her voice. Then I start to think, okay, what should I do... I will drive myself nuts pretty soon (and right now, that isn't a far drive).

I would love if WAW would read some of the things I have read, or was on this board like you or WDID - but you are the rare birds that come in here and give us the glimpse of the other side - and that is so appreciated.

I am learning - I know hard to believe. I have really turned some corners, but I am sure there are more dips and bumps to come. Luckily, I take off on a business trip to the east coast on Sunday for a few days, will be good to be with my colleagues for a few days!

CBK