I am going to try really hard the month of May to GAL and stay at arms length from her as much as possible. We have a family deal in June that I really enjoy going to (her extended family). My goal is to stop all R and D talk, affection, etc with her until then. At that point, we will see where we are.

I have a lot going on this month, so I should be pretty busy and that will help!

Thank you for the words of advice. I need them right now.