Things are going good at home with H and I but I still think that we need help with communication, so we both understand each other a bit better. We have not been to the C since the last appt, oh I don't know about a month ago or so it could even be longer ago than that. I feel we need to go and work on a few things but H is not seeing it. I have been asking him to see when our next appt is.
But on to other things...first of all I know that what I did, I should not have but I did and there is nothing I can do about it now. I went on to the OM my space page just to see what he has been up to that he posted. Well not a whole lot from what I can see. He did have a blog posted about 'us' and that in hind sight it was a bad move from the start, DUH. I don't know if he put that out there for me to see, granted I deleted my account a long time ago, so if he did put it out there for me to see he knows me better than I thought. Like I said it was a bad thing for me to do but I did it and there is nothing that I can do about it now. It's kind of like wanting to go and kick the crap out of the OP, getting the gratification and then thinking 'what did I want to accomplish there?' It does more harm than good.
H is away until tonight for the FINALLY bowling tournament of the year in Chicago. I thought it was a guy thing and no wives were going but there were a few from what he said last night. We talked a bit when he was done bowling, and I could tell he was in pain. He needs to have a knee replacement done but the Dr. here won't do it on him because he is only 40 almost 41, too young. H thinks that he did something to his ACL because where the pain is, and of course it is on his slide leg so added stress on the knee. He has been taking lots of pain meds to ease the pain some but it is still bothering him, he goes to the Dr. on Tuesday. H figures that Dr. will do another cope and go in and see what if anything more he can do for him. If it is a problem with his ACL Dr. will fix that while he is in there and hopfully that will take care of the pain for right now. I have been pushing H to go see another Dr. there is one in Detroit that was recommened to him by a family memeber but he has not even called to see if it will be an option for him to get into see him. But enough on that...We talked a bit about how he shot and that, he seemed to rush me off the phone with him. But still nothing new there, he is actually not much for words, goes back to the whole communcation thing.
