Help Me Act AS IF, Part 5

[ddstartingover]

Wow, LMG --- we are so much in the same place! I wonder all the same things about my H............This morning he started talking about a payment that the law firm was to receive today and plans for the money. All I could do is listen and nod my head----------------it's something we should be celebrating, but all I can think is that it means nothing to me without our marriage.................

He hasn't said (or e-mailed) anything to me since our appt. on Monday. He hugged me on the way out this morning---first time in 2 weeks. This will really sound sad----last night I was in bed and he came in to tell me he was going back to the office for a bit. He touched my foot! He actually touched me. If only he knew----and could appreciate what such a small gesture meant................If only I could have that second chance I want so desperately..............