Hey... I'm doing ok. Actually better than I expected living on my own.
I'm sleeping ok with the meds... and have started my course tonight.
Even decorated my guest bathroom with a bright lemon yellow and deep rich blue towel and 2 little picture prints I saw at the discount store. Grand total... 14 bucks
He's been over 2 times - the night I moved in and Tues to help move in my TV (too heavy to lift on my own), gotten 2 emails, 2 phone calls, did one breakfast. I doubt he'll recognize our anniversary to'row (ouch)... but I'm going to just go about my day.
He's going to call me Sunday morning for our "date" officially, I assume. We'll see. He seemed almost distant and uncomfortable here *shrug*... to be honest, I feel rather detached from him right now. I'm actually content in a peculiar kind of way... as long as I don't think about him that is.
"Going to bed" ... is probably the hardest part of the day. Thats when I miss him. Told the T that this is when it hits me that this sep is so e'ffing pointless in my opinion. But... since he hasn't come pounding at the door at 3 am professing undying love for me and promising me that hot spot vacation... guess I'm here for a while yet. My T's happy with my attitude... I"m happy she made me get meds. *grin*
My feet and back hurt, I'm full of bruises (Cipralex has that as a side effect... I bruise easy)... and I even tested out my newfangled front load washer last night. Geeze... old dog... new tricks
Heading to your thread to catch up with your week Michelle.
Abbey
T:22, M:20 H:55 Me:45 H-OW PA: N/07 OW Jan08 Bomb:Feb/08 S: Apr/08 Back together Ap1/09-Sept/11 Oct, 2011, uncertain future/H is a mess. Dec/11 - Doin'friend mode. Some days are better than others.
